"You're here and safe. T..that's all that matters." It's not the first time Jim's said as much but he still means it just as much as he had before. Not dying in a dirty back alley on Tarsus. Bleeding out because he tried to come and save Jim. Felix has let go of Jim's hand but the captain hasn't let go of Felix yet. It's difficult to make himself let go when he still has the image of Felix dying in his arms burned into his retinas.

Knows he's going to have nightmares about that for years to come.

"I love you so much." It's out of Jim's mouth before he can stop himself. Knows that this isn't the time or the place for such things but he watched Felix die earlier this evening and Jim can't not say as much now that he has the chance. "I've missed you--" He's nearly sobbing now, shaking so bad that he's in danger of spilling the coffee all over himself and probably Felix.

"S..sorry. I'm sorry."