All its meant with is a shrug. Jim wishes he were just joking half the time either of them have to divulge anything to the other. One more piece of baggage to dump on the ever growing pile Jim Kirk has to learn to live with. Or handle. That bit's just easier said than done.

"Something like that. Fucking wish it was something as mundane as 'dude makes me want to hit the gym until I accept the fact I'll never look like that', at least that kind of shit we could laugh about." Grumble, grumble.